time flies

yeahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...

last year at this time, shit was hitting the fan.

two years ago at this time, shit was on point.

three years ago...who knows...but it probably sucked.

i'm holding out hope.

fuck.

looking up at the sign,

it said 'please keep away'.

and so in i ran.

oh well, i'll never learn.

chapter one again.

here i go again.

oh well...i'll never learn.

dear morrissey,

i can't help quoting you, because everything you said rings true.

justin.

and do i gain?

another night with arms still empty...

i dont know what i want.

actually, i do know. i just want to fall into bed with someone and let whatever happen happen.

earth crisis and shai hulud/some other stuff

holy shit. last night was awesome. my throat feels raw, my muscles are all sore, and my ears are still ringing, but it was well worth it. every time i see the hulud, i don't care about how unhappy i am, or how worried i am about my future, or how nothing makes sense anymore. i just want to dance, and not stop dancing until it's all out of me. i dont feel totally alone like i do most of the time. i dont feel that being angry all the time and disliking just about everything i see is wholly unjustified like everyone tells me it is. plus, last night i fulfilled my lifelong dream of tearing off my shirt like hulk hogan.

i reserve the right to not like someone. i'm sorry that i have standards, and some people don't meet them. i'm sorry i just find some people intolerable to be around. i dont need to be lectured about, so go fuck yourself and leave me alone.

hockey dad/shitgun split

harry ate the hendersons.

no harry no!

GO HARRY GO!!!

tonight, i had a lot of fun with two of my best friends.

tonight, i had fun at the bar for the first time in a long time.

tonight, i realized meeting someone new isn't all that bad.

tonight, i bought a sweet fucking paramore shirt.

tonight was pretty rad.

tired.

oh so tired. all the time. i'm so stressed over school and all the bullshit that comes with it. i was supposed to watch 'i am legend' with someone tonight but ended up getting ditched, so i just watched the prequel comics and sat around wondering why i give most people the time of day.

brad went to north carolina for easter. he's been gone less than nine hours and i miss him already. it's like when eddie brock got separated from the symbiote in 'venom: separation anxiety' and went even crazier. maybe we're psychically bonded, or something. me and brad, that is.

tonight john, ryan, and myself went up to get chinese food at china king. the girl who works there is really cute. she also lives a few houses down from us. ryan told her this. she got kinda weirded out. he gets an A for effort though.

i want to get a tattoo to commemorate my time here at kutztown. i want it to involve a panda and an atari quote. maybe that's just what i'll get. 

i'm making baked ravioli tomorrow for my friend sarah. sarah recently went vegan and wants my advice on how to stay vegan and enjoy it. hopefully she doesn't think that my general outlook on life is a result of my veganism.

i play way too much halo. i'm almost halfway done with that game on heroic. 

my room is fucking freezing. i'm such a loser.

spring break

is over. last one.

chicago

this weekend went by way too fast.

i miss my friends so much.

i miss when i could see andrew and bucky any time i'd like.

i'm an idiot for taking friendship for granted.

chicago rules. i want to move here.

now, back to PA.

in other news, i can't go to india cause there are now gym classes being offered during the second summer session. or health. wonderful.

dear I-80

i'm sorry, i was unaware you actually ran through hoth and not ohio. eat a dick.

chicago rules. mcardle rules. mcardle's bathroom mannequin...not ruling.

i'll post more later.

into the setting sun.

tomorrow, the reunion.

tomorrow, my last spring break ever begins. rad.

stuff i'm excited about.

it's warm out, it smells like spring, and i'm nostagliac...so i'm gonna list things i'm way into right now.

down to nothing's 'the most'.

oranges.

spring break and all it entails (road trip to chicago, seeing jon van dine, pittsburgh, etc.)

reign supreme in jersey on the 13th

earth crisis and shai hulud at croc rock on the 21st

'i am legend'  and 'no country for old men' coming out on dvd

united blood fest at the end of the month.

ah word up!

spring break

friday through monday, i'll be in chicago.

then pittsburgh for a day...

philly, maybe?

i dunno.