soooooooooooo

insert the old CLD prayer here.

ohhhhhhhhhh i dont know

so the trip was cool. lots of money spent. lots of porno barns visited. lots of soda drank. not nearly enough moshing. oh well. you can read about it in my other blog.

i met someone a few weeks ago. its really awesome. i havent felt this way in quite some time, that quiet and smiling ache at night that i want to fold inside and keep there and make it a secret thing. its weird, and im lame, but whatever. i want to hold and be held, to want and be wanted, to taste and be tasted.

new repairman jack novel soon. am i excited? of course i am.

im in san francisco.

so far the trip is awesome. i love my friends, i love hardcore, and i love america.



things are getting interesting.





fuck work, i want to do this forever.

dear mother abigail

we are coming to see you.

go west, young man.

indeed i shall.

i dont want much.

really, i dont.

on and on and on and on

and on and on and on and on






here's to hoping i dont disappoint.