another wasted year

but another year closer to death.

i'm twenty five years old today, and i still have nothing to show for it. 

bethany came up. she got me a lot of cool stuff. for her birthday, i got her nothing. at the end of this exchange, i feel, as per usual, like i've come up short. 

my parents came up. we went to basin st. they were out of boca burgers, so i settled for a vegetable stir fry. it sucked. i only ate about a quarter of it. this depresses me almost to the point of tears. 

fuck. seriously. how the hell did i become twenty five?